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Hobbies

Last updated Jun 1, 2023

I have a lot of hobbies! I’ll try to share some here:

I noticed, that whenever I’m stressed, or under a lot of pressure, I have a high tendency to need to do something. A creative outlet. Anything that satisfies my creative energy, I’ll do it. Despite, supposedly ’not having enough time’ because maybe I should be studying for exams, or whatever. But yea, I always in the end, find time to do stuff, in those high pressure situations. Idk how, idk why, but yea, it’s an ongoing pattern I see myself fall into every exam season …

It doesn’t happen in coursework season tho. But courseworks are stressfull as well. But I think(my hypothesis) it is because, for courseworks, it is inherently creative in nature? So I don’t feel the need to get it(the creative energy I mean) out in a different way. But with exams, it’s not really creative, it’s memory recall intensive. So the creative energy builds up? Idk. Or maybe I just like procrastinating on studying for exams by doing all these stuff(but a part of me knows, that it must be more than just procrastinating yk). It can’t be that meaningless. Idk, maybe I am just in denial.

But yea, I pick up some new hobbies randomly, and at times I’ll go back to an old hobby. It’s like I have a cycle of stuff I like to do, and I go through it throughout my life. Some days I don’t feel like playing my uke, but I feel like drawing. Some days, I don’t want to do anything but cook. Yea, I’m sure some people can relate to that right? Yea.